Love Me

I was walking on the bridge running my fingers on the rail and listening to that windy chime sound it makes when my hand slide across it. I looked up and i saw that the sunset had started and the shine on the water was just amazing. I put my hand in my pocket to grab my phone and take a picture , but then a train came by and honked and i dropped my phone into the water. As i watched it drop i imagine my face looked like I had just seen a ghost. I just stood there shocked i couldn't move. I know it doesn't seem like a big deal that i dropped my phone in the water,but believe me it was. I had no way to get home. I was suppose to call my mom to come pick me up when i wanted to leave but now i couldn't i was going to be stuck there forever! But then it hit me, I'll just wait until my mom gets freaked out and comes looking for me. Wait what if she falls asleep thinking the ring of the phone will wake her up. I'm screwed i thought to my self. I did not want to sleep there, no way! I should of never went there. I should of just went a park where i could walk back home and not get lost or abducted. Why did she have to tell me he was going out with her why couldn't he just of asked me out on my birthday instead of being sick and missing school why did Christi have to be born, why can't he just love me like i love him. I'm going to die, I'm going to die. There was no other thought that could cross my mind. I'm going to die of depression. Life never got anywhere i just went in a circle constantly trying to impress him give him signs that i love him. Maybe he never caught on maybe some boys really can't figure out what girl signals mean. How am i going to get home? I can't live like this. That's when i started crying, everyone had already left the park so i didn't care if i was crying on the bridge i didn't care, because it didn't matter no one was ever going to love me back. Then i heard a car coming. the sound of tires rolling on gravel. Then i saw the head lights. My heart pounded as i imagined my mom jumping out of the car and everything would be okay. But when the car stopped and i could see who was in the car it wasn't my mom. It was him with no Christi it was just him the one who broke my heart and tore me apart. He got out of his Honda accord and ran and ran until he reached me he grasped me and his arms and squeezed me he was hugging me he was really giving me a true hug. "What are you doing?" i asked him "you have a girlfriend."
"the only girlfriend i could ever want is you."
"but Christi told me that you two," he interrupted me
" Christi told me what she told you it's not true she said that because she herd that i was going to ask you out"
"but," he interrupted me again
"but what, i love you and there is nothing in this universe that's going to stop me"
"stop you from what?"
he smiled "this" he grabbed my face and kissed me on the lips, and i kissed him back and we kissed and kissed until our lips were so numb we could move them
i just stared at him dazed and smile as big as possible and kissed him 1 more time
he said" Will you go out with me?"
I giggled and said "Y...E...S"

The Realization

As i stare into the eyes of death, i realize something i never did before. In life people always worry about weather or not they are doing the right thing unless your a juvenile delinquent, but even those people could be doing the right thing and we don't even know it. if someone tells you that your wrong and your doing the a bad thing, or if your always right, because no one can really know that unless they are god. you can't know if you followed the right path until you die, so since we can't for sure know if we are wrong or right i say just follow your heart and listen to your soul and maybe you'll be on the right track, but i could be totally wrong and maybe we can tell if we are wrong or right but i don't believe that, because if we could life couldn't be a puzzle it would be way to easy, and i think life is like those cardboard puzzles you can be on the right track and you think you've finally figured everything out and then you get stuck and you have to start all the way back over, and you don't really know if you figured the puzzle out until your done and you've checked for mistakes and you look over and finally you realize your finished but as i look back into my past irealized there is something wrong and i'm not done yet so i pull away from the beast and i run and i take a burning torch and throw it into its eye and i watch burn and die and i know i just finnished that beasts puzzle for it and i sigh in reliaf and try to find a way back home to washington.